Elegance/Eloquence
The past few days have been too many things to quantify, so to describe it now, I must say it has been tedious, tiring, exciting, intense, emotional, moving, depressing...and much more. I'm afraid my vocabulary is not up to the task at the moment (will it ever be?). I would like to say now that, "In a word, the past few days have been...[something]" but that is the point I am trying to make after all, that my moods cannot be so simply, trivially, insensitively summed up in a single word.Mostly, however, the feelings seem to have been negative. The new experience? I'd like to think so, but I have a vague belief that it is my doubt or lack of faith in this institution, my inherent antisocial nature, and my lack of confidence. That's a funny matter; so many people think I appear confident. I always resist laughing and sending spittle flying in their faces.
Well, eloquence shoved down throats is a nice way to go in the end. My ten minutes is up. I suppose I'll expand upon that...later...
