Breaking point
For the past few days, I've been hovering about my breaking point (or have I reached it?) i.e. I walk around punching the cold, off-white, stucco walls around me with bleeding knuckles and collapse on the ground every few seconds. I don't suppose a severe lack of sleep could be good for anyone.Furthermore, today I found out that at ___, I'm not supposed to talk to anybody except this cold lady and a guy who is friendly enough; but that means I am not supposed to talk to these three other very friendly people I've already met and enjoy talking to! Agh! And the way she informed me of this!! Grrr. I think it was: "You are not to speak to other staff members, besides ___ if you have questions or concerns." I know I'm getting too worked up over this, but the fact that I am on the verge of having a nervous breakdown, can no longer function normally, and actually found someplace I used to enjoy being at is very frustrating.
